Little Wonders

"For me, you like that's Chrysant.. Growing in the middle of this wilderness world, but you became the beautiful one.."
- July 02, 2014

Zero Tolerance

She lays down her head. Sound ticking clock dance in and out her ears. So much to say but no words to convey. The loneliness building with each passing day. But she's getting used to it. She's never shocked when people let her down nowadays. She just hates the fact that she puts herself in a position to be let down in the first place. Just because she doesn't fight back doesn't mean she is weak. It means she's mature enough that anger won't solve anything. When she shuts her mouth and turns to walk away, it doesn't mean you've won. It simply means your stupidity isn't worth any more of her time.

So, who was stupid? 
Her? You said it was her.
You screamed in her face that she was stupid.
How come? Oh she knows, because you're fucking perfect. Illusion.
Stop yelling at her. 
Stop pushing her.
Remove your hand from her body. Do not ever touch her.
Stop hitting her.
Stop bragging. Turning her positivity into negativity.
Just because you are pitiful, you have no idea to let her down.
Because she's so damn awesome, don't you think?
Stop pointing your finger on her face.
Stop fighting her.
God damn it. Insolent, that was she supposed to be in your eyes.
What she's doing right now it's just what she has to do as a human.
Those are God said so. A real human, aren't you?
She's being a real human with conscience in order to deserve a good life.
She doesn't work for good deeds to impress you, not even anyone.
But you are blind. You're blinded by rage.
You're fooled by your mind. Literally, your impure mind.
It's okay, she's fine. Who do you think you are?

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Don't worry, she doesn't hate you. She's just disappointed you turned into everything you said you'd never be. She doesn't worry anything. Because she believes there comes a day when she gets fed up and she just walks away from all the drama and the people who create it. She still has a long way to go, but she's already so far from where she used to be and she keeps walking. Through clouds and sunshine, the best way to heal a broken heart is to give God all pieces. And she did it.